I celebrated my 20th birthday on 6th February 2011. At one point, I did not believe that I have finally reached that stage, a stage where I can no longer indulge to be called as a teenager. Being 20 years old means a lot to me especially when it marks a very significant point in my life. As you grow older, you cannot avoid but to to question so many things about what you did in the past and what is your plan for the future.
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I stopped asking these questions a few times as I was afraid to provide the answer for every question. Some questions like "Have I done enough to improve myself?" or "Am I going to mend the mistakes that I made in the past?' keep lingering in my head. But, we must be honest with ourselves. We must be bold in making our own self evaluation because that's the only way to move forward. Some people are lucky if they have someone to remind them constantly, but in most cases people choose to become ignorant hence the real judges are always us.
I value my 20 years of wonderful journey with utter gratefulness as I feel so blessed. I am granted with a great health (but 3 minggu lepas baru underwent a surgery ha ha), my parents are still around showering me with their unconditional love and I have the best companions in the world. What more can I ask when there are a bunch of people who will always extend the greatest help in the midst of my most trying time.
Time will tell what I have become after all the explorations that I have made in the world full of unknowns. Time will tell what I have become after all the mistakes that I have made in exchange of a truly great adventure. Therefore, we all shall wait.
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